Dubious ~

On September 10th, Rhockaby is feeling : Dubious~

The older you get, they more you realize how good you had it a year ago. So many things come to mind, wishful wonders of what could and would have been if 'I did that' or 'I tried it out' or 'I went for it!'.

If I'd paid more attention, I would have realized that I was getting the same response from everyone. In most, if not all cases, I would get the answer:

'We're still young, Zack. We have plenty of time'
'What are you so worried about? There's always next year!'
'Ilek-ilek lah, mun ada rezeki jadilah nya'

I myself am guilty of uttering these words. And so I delayed. And I postponed. To egoistic to pick up and phone and to lazy to plan out my holiday. Thinking there is always another tomorrow to do another thing on my endless To-Do list that just keeps accumulating with age.
Is there really a tomorrow? YES. Should I wait till tomorrow to do stuff? YES. Why? Because today I'll be doing what I planned to do yesterday. TO LIVE. I'll dance while I can, meet new people while I can, chillax and lepak while I can, and truly truly absolutely-lutely have fun while doing so.

I was walking home this morning. The skies were blue and there was a soft breeze blowing. It's a beautiful day. Subahanallah, indahnya ciptaan Allah. How shall I make full use of this day? I am now in an outdoor food court, with a venti Caramel Mocha, wireless connection and a few ruffled notes from my lectures, doing my Wastewater assignment research. The breeze is amazing, the people are amazing, the atmosphere is amazing. I am alive, and I am enjoying life.

And you should, BY ALL MEANS, do so too. Allah bless you ;)